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2010.08.31 - Work and Fishing

I got some more daytime work ahead, lovin it =P I hope it will continue on for a while! This weekend not so much happened. Saturdag I babysat my sister`s dog Lisen, and I had a few hours of scrubbing and brushing and cleaning the dogs... Always me that has to do that =/ The hair you see on the pic with both of the dogs, come from Diva, but, that was just a few strokes with the brush, far from finished. Lisen didnt need a shower but I brushed her teeth, she was nice about it, this time, most of the time it is growls and chasing and a bunch of stuff to get her mouth clean, but not that day =) Only Diva had to take a shower, she love bathing outside, but when it comes to get clean, it is not fun LoL!

Sunday, me and Diva went to my "boyfriend", and we went fishing, he catched one fish, but it was to small for us so his cats got it instead, they loved it =) Here are some pictures from where we were fishing.

Today I took Diva to my mum, so she will be there until thursday after work. She will have alot of fun there, hihihahaaaaa!!! Now I will just relax and watch some svu, listen to some music, then sleep =) Tomorrow I have to clean my apartment, shop some food and then nadaaa =)

/MadneZ

2010.08.27 - Movie Night

Finally I have some days free before work again =)
The day started with me going up early, I did change my mind when my clock went on at 7 am so I took 1 hour extra of sleep and got up at 8 am =) We can choose if we want to start at 8 am or 9 am, I have been starting at 8 am but today I chose 9 am. Good that I did, cause I got stuck at sitting on a really boring project =( this pic is of me today this morning, lol, you can see I look totally bored LoL!

After work, which ended at 12 am, yes a very short day, thaaank You for that =) I went to the school and returned the key then I drove to my mum to pick up my doggie!!! YaaaY! She was happy to see me, after an hour or so we (me and my dog) went to City Gross, a supermarket, and did some food shopping, but Diva stayed in the car, hehe.

My boyfriend came, and we had lasagne, and for dessert we had blueberry pie with custard and coffee, Yum! We watched `Grown Ups` the movie was very good, a strong B from me, 3,5 points from a 5. He just went home, I`ll have to take the dog out soon.

Sh*t I can already feel my stumache cramping up, so it wont be much sleep today. It doesnt hurt as much as it did before, but, it comes more often now, and is so easy to get now =( I dont like that. Maybe I cant wait until November for the surgery, blaaah! I just have to wait for my doctor to call me, I mean, I dont want it to burst...

Tomorrow I will be doggie watch for Lisen while my sister is working, and I will torture the dogs tomorrow, hahahaahahaaaa, by torture I mean - Claw clipping, ear cleaning, paw trimming, shooooweeeeer with shampoooo, hahahahaaa!!!

/MadneZ

2010.08.24 - Surgery

Hey. Got back from my doctors appointment earlier today. It was what we all thought, I have had intense stumache cramps for many years now, since my stumache incident when I got sick 5 months, at the end was really scary! And after that I got these extremly painful stumache cramps, which are, my gallblader is full of stones, and I mean there where alot of them!
So, it will most likley be surgery to either remove it or empty it, but I think I want to remove it, but I have to talk with my doctor first.

The weekend is over, now I only have 4 more days of work, wednsday and thursday will be the hardest this week, as I am not a morning person, LoL, my dog will be at my mum`s until friday =) so I can sleep in a little. So after work today, I will go home, get my dog, swing by my sister and pick her up, then we are all going to mum and having dinner =) Salmon with rice, dill and yogurt! Oh... I have wanted that food for sooo long now!

On friday my boyfriend will come over and we will have a movie night. And either saturday or sunday we will go out fishing if the weather is right =)

I can smell the coffee =P See Ya

/MadneZ

2010.08.22 - So much Work

I have been working since 17/8 and none stop until 27/8, but the days are not so long but the Weekends are hard, but it is only today then it is just normal days. On tuesday I finally got my x-ray appointment at the doctors, took them like 6 months or something.
It feels great to be back at work, I did learn one important thing, School is so over for me! I like earning money, though it is not big paychecks, it is money and I can pay my bills and sometimes have some over =P

There are some birds out on my terrace right now, some of them have been trying to steal my dogs` bone hehe, and a smaller bird jumped all the way to the treshold and looked in to my living room, I told the bird to turn around and so she/he did LoL!

Me and my ex-boyfriend who are now my official boyfriend, again, got back together 2010.08.20 so we are giving it another try. =) I do love him, but when everything feels so perfect I try to find wrongs just so i can run, I sort of now why, but that is to private to share here.

I was supposed to take my dog for a walk and a swim today, but 3 minutes in to the walk the rain came, and I did not have good clothes for rain on me, so we turned and went back home. 1 hour later, it is still clowds out but the sun is out and the birds are singing, hehe. Maybe I`ll take here on a walk when I get back from work.
My Visa card got blocked last week, I pressed the wrong code a bunch of times, hehe, got all codes mixed up in my head. So now tomorrow I have to go to the bank and get a new card... So fun, nah, it takes forever at the bank.

I have added the About Me page now. I wont add any pictures on this site, except for the ones added in my posts.

/MadneZ

2010.08.18 - The End

Hey, yes, I ended the school thingy, it wasn`t at all what I thought it would/should be. I mean, I got reqrueted by phone, the day after I did the interview and 1 week later I was in class. The things I read made me belive we were going to be learning from professionals or people working with these kind of things, but no, we were going to learn from eachother, us the students.
And I thought the whole thing was to, recive an idea or come up with an idea, develope the idea and present it, on for example powerpoint. And then a programmer would "do the rest", it was almost like that but not exactly. The whole thing felt weird and wrong, and I dont have a passion for cellphones, I love using them but, that`s about it, lol!

Oh well, so I started working again instead, which make me feel alot better, almost like I got free from prison, hehe. Istead of getting myself into debt I am actually earning money and have time to do other stuff, though, september will not be a fun financial month hehe =( but hopefully in october everything will roll on just fine! =) I mean, I missed a whole week of work this month, but I`ll manage.

Of course my mum got pissed, but she tried keeping it together when I went to pick up my dog, cause she got kicked out just because I dropped out of school, haha. I have said the whole year that in august and forward I want to focus on WORKING, this school thing came out of nowhere and they made it sound so great! But it wasn`t!

If you have a plan, stick by it, I dont know why I never learn from my mistakes hehe, but who wouldnt take a chance if it sounds like a great oppertunity?

I am going to change some stuff on this site later on and add things, because I have gotten comments on what it is lacking, but I`ll maybe start small tonight and maybe by the end of next week it will be done!

And I went to Hundbiten in Karlskrona and got my dog food of the worth of 1250 SEK and now I am NEVER going back there! I can`t belive how they still can have her working there! So, all of you in Sweden Karlskrona - Don`t spend your money in that store, because if they mess up they wont take responsebility for it!

Now I am going to try to fix my bike, then make my lunch then of to work =)

/MadneZ (Above pic - Diva at my mum`s by the not finished pond. Below pic - Lisen in the city with me waiting on my sister with the ice -cream.)

2010.08.16 - Not What I Thought

Today was the first day of a intense week.
And I have to say, the more info I get about this Programme, the more I feel like it is nothing for me... I mean... I thought it would be more of a, come up with an idea, develope the idea and design it and then present it.

A part of me just feel like I am wasting my time, I want to work, not rewind time and study, ok if this ment that I would be able to do my internship in australia, but not even that seem so much guranteed right now... But I will go this week and see if I change my mind, but if continues at this direction, I might just end the whole thing.

I dont know if I will update more until maybe friday, because it is 11-12 horurs days til thursday, so... I am tired already, I will watch, a documentery and some SVU then I am going to bed...

Why is it, when my hobby is webdesign, and then I go to a school about mobile applications, I just miss working with animals? I have an interest for webdesign, but my love and passion are for animals.

We`ll see what the future will bring...

/MadneZ